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Summary: It was easy to fall apart... hard to put yourself back together.
John's thoughts regarding 'Sunday'.

Categories: Slash Pairings > Beckett/Sheppard
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard
Genres: Angst, Drabble, Episode Related
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 189; Completed: Yes
Updated: 24 Jun 2007; Published: 21 Jun 2007

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Author's Chapter Notes:
I wrote this very quickly after re-watching 'Sunday.'


It was easy to think of him... hard not to.

It was easy to remember all the good times... hard not to remember the bad.

It was easy to linger... hard to move on.

It was easy to pass on the blame... hard to remove the guilt.

It was easy to cry for him... hard to make yourself stop.

It was easy to let time slip past... hard to stop and register it.

It was easy to forgive him... hard to forgive yourself.

It was easy to hate her... hard to find a real reason.

It was easy to lock yourself away... hard to open yourself back up.

It was easy to say you're okay... hard to hide your lie.

It was easy to fall apart... hard to put yourself back together.

It was easy to love him fiercely... hard to let him go.

It was easy to pass through the day... hard to spend the nights alone.

It was easy to throw your career away for him... hard to convince him to let you.

It was easy to remember his smile...

...hard not to remember Carson Beckett.