Angst junky. I like new and fresh ideas. As the name suggests, I would also like to beta these fresh, original tales of terror and destruction. If your interests are anything like mine, you will enjoy reading Xanthe, Haggy, and especially Darkestangel.
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Loveless Relationships by Susan [NC-17]
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Summary: The Rules of Sex #3: "A Friend With Benefits" is never a good idea. Never.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Kate Heightmeyer, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Drama, Episode Related, Established Relationship, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 9 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 9024; Completed: No
Characters: Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Kate Heightmeyer, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Drama, Episode Related, Established Relationship, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 9 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 9024; Completed: No
Updated: 12 Jul 2012; Published: 13 Dec 2005
Rising Above by Susan [NC-17]
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Summary: Evil!Sheppard in a parallel universe. Poor Dr. McKay with a family to feed.
Dr. Rodney McKay must balance his family life with his passionate and yet cold commander at Stargate Command, Colonel John Sheppard.
Het McKay/Brown and McKay/Carter. Non-consensual Sheppard/McKay, Lorne/Chuck, and mention of non-consensual Kowalski/Other male, Jackson/Other female, and O'Neill/Carter.
Categories: Crossovers > Ship Pairings, Crossovers > Slash Pairings, Ship Pairings > Carter/McKay, Ship Pairings > McKay/Other, Slash Pairings > Lorne/Other, Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard, Ship Pairings > Multiple relationships
Characters: Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Daniel Jackson, Jack O'Neill, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Original Character, Other, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Samantha Carter
Genres: Angst, AU - Alternate Universe, Character Study, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Friendship, Hurt Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes, Character death, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 31 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 84537; Completed: No
Characters: Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Daniel Jackson, Jack O'Neill, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Original Character, Other, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Samantha Carter
Genres: Angst, AU - Alternate Universe, Character Study, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Friendship, Hurt Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes, Character death, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 31 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 84537; Completed: No
Updated: 12 Jul 2012; Published: 15 Nov 2006

Summary: Kolya has McKay tied to a chair, beaten and bloody, but does Weir give in to Kolya's demands, or does she leave Rodney to a dark fate? (This story's rating will increase as new authors make it as slashy or as dark as they want.)
Categories: General
Characters: Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Original Character, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 5 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1528; Completed: No
Characters: Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Original Character, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 5 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1528; Completed: No
Updated: 28 May 2009; Published: 11 Nov 2007
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Summary: John and Rodney have only ever exchanged fond glances and corny jokes, but after they inadvertently activate an Ancient device, the men will encounter a dark world and an even darker John Sheppard. But does this evil John Sheppard have a softer side? Readers are guaranteed to cry or their money back!
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard, Slash Pairings > Other Male Pairings, Slash Pairings > Multiple relationships
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Other, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex
Genres: Angst, AU - Alternate Universe, Drama, First Time, Hurt Comfort, Pre-relationship
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 11013; Completed: No
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Other, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex
Genres: Angst, AU - Alternate Universe, Drama, First Time, Hurt Comfort, Pre-relationship
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 11013; Completed: No
Updated: 24 Apr 2009; Published: 19 Mar 2009
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Summary: For a good night's sleep, drink warm milk.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: PWP - Plot, What Plot?, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1287; Completed: Yes
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: PWP - Plot, What Plot?, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1287; Completed: Yes
Updated: 07 Jul 2008; Published: 06 Jul 2008
Summary: Carson was master of the prostate, the final medical frontier in men's health, where no finger probe has gone before, to exam or not to exam, that is the question . . . Sometimes Carson got really involved in his fantasies.
Can you say Med Kink?
Categories: Slash Pairings > Beckett/McKay, Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Character Study, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Friendship, Humour, Hurt Comfort, Series
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: Maybe Really Definitely
Word count: 1362; Completed: No
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Character Study, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Friendship, Humour, Hurt Comfort, Series
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: Maybe Really Definitely
Word count: 1362; Completed: No
Updated: 18 Feb 2008; Published: 18 Feb 2008
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Summary: John and Rodney deal with the aftermath of 'Miller's Crossing', and their ever swelling feelings for each other. OR Sex in an elevator, Rodney-whumping, and John falling for Rodney in a sappy, masculine, dominating sex-capade.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Episode Related, First Time, Humour, Hurt Comfort, PWP - Plot, What Plot?, Romance
Warnings: May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 2 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 4645; Completed: Yes
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Episode Related, First Time, Humour, Hurt Comfort, PWP - Plot, What Plot?, Romance
Warnings: May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 2 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 4645; Completed: Yes
Updated: 02 Feb 2008; Published: 01 Feb 2008
Definitely by Susan [NC-17]
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Summary: "Don't fuss. I don't like the prospect of ordering Udder Cream because you can't keep from sucking."
Rodney was definitely not gay. Definitely not. Except when he was touching John.
Categories: Slash Pairings > Beckett/McKay, Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Angst, Character Study, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Friendship, Humour, Hurt Comfort, Romance, Series
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: Maybe Really Definitely
Word count: 1761; Completed: No
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Angst, Character Study, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Friendship, Humour, Hurt Comfort, Romance, Series
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: Maybe Really Definitely
Word count: 1761; Completed: No
Updated: 06 Jan 2008; Published: 04 Jan 2008
Teyla's Baby Shower by Susan [PG-13]
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Summary: It's hard to find a gift in another galaxy. A short but hilarious ficlet ensues. Rated for one bad word.
Categories: General
Characters: John Sheppard, Other, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Team
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 670; Completed: Yes
Characters: John Sheppard, Other, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Team
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 670; Completed: Yes
Updated: 21 Nov 2007; Published: 21 Nov 2007
Lost But Not Little Boys by Susan [NC-17]
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Summary: McKay is tramatized by the AU events of "The Lost Boys." Oh, like you didn't see it coming. As a result of his N/C, he must reconsider his past actions against his collegues. Also very explicit Beckett/Cadman and a little Weir/Other.
Categories: Ship Pairings > McKay/Other
Characters: Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Other, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Angst, AU - Alternate Universe, Character Study, Drama, Episode Related, Hurt Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 8 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 8601; Completed: No
Characters: Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Other, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Angst, AU - Alternate Universe, Character Study, Drama, Episode Related, Hurt Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 8 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 8601; Completed: No
Updated: 16 Nov 2007; Published: 11 Oct 2005

Summary: A very terrible version of Atlantis email records. I am so sorry. Rated for language only. Anyone is free to add an email.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Steven Caldwell, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: First Time, Friendship, Humour
Warnings: None
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 2197; Completed: No
Characters: Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Steven Caldwell, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: First Time, Friendship, Humour
Warnings: None
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 2197; Completed: No
Updated: 08 Nov 2007; Published: 05 Nov 2007
Summary: The guys are marooned on an alien planet with no hope of rescue. This story is half a survival story, and half Broke Back Mountain. They have to cope with the reality that they will be the alone together for the rest of their lives. Read at your own risk.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Character Study, Drama, First Time, Friendship, Hurt Comfort, Series
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 3231; Completed: No
Characters: John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Character Study, Drama, First Time, Friendship, Hurt Comfort, Series
Warnings: Adult themes, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 3231; Completed: No
Updated: 22 Oct 2007; Published: 11 Oct 2007
McKay in Wonderhell by Susan [NC-17]
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Summary: Rodney McKay is brutalized in a mental institution. McKay/??? Mystery.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Other
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 3118; Completed: No
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 3118; Completed: No
Updated: 22 Apr 2006; Published: 20 Apr 2006